I don't know wats holding me back.
I know i have this lacking, that lacunae!
I Know i have this suffering!
But will i be able to deliver if i get rid of all these handicaps??
These are the stuff that don't find a place in my blog! i wont say that my friends had been coaxing me to write, but i had been postponing, then one fine day........ blah blah blah! No stuff of this sort! the blog has started today as it had to, period! Prior to this i was pursuing another national hobby:
CIVIL SERVICES!
But i flunked this year also!third year in a row! But right now i m in a strange state of mind. i m thinking is it worth taking so much pain, when i know after clearing this paper i will be no more richer, i will be no more relaxed than i am right now? But on the contrary its a crown of thorns! But despite that it has got a charm. It has got the job satisfaction that no other job can give!
This year too a few of my closest pals cleared Prelims, leaving me behind! So wats ahead?
A gruelling journey amid the chaos of office, winding my path through another hoard of books!
phew! God help me!
